tomorrow is my wif'e birthday, so i thought i should write sometihng new.  she's turning 18, so i thought it should write something special fer her.  i know i can't be there with her tomorrow, but i wish i could.  i really do love this girl more then anything and these past 9 months have been good thx to her.  she means the werld to me and i cna't see myself with no other girl. I know i asked her this before, but i want everyone to know what i asked.  Baby will you marry me?  i know it's stupid to ask again or even ask online, but i wanted everyone to know that i wanna marry u.  i love this girl  more then anything and anyone.  i can't wait to see her back in vegas.  I'm gonna make up fer the week we missed. i'm sorry baby that i'm not there but i'll make up fer it.  i wanna tell u so much more rite now, but i'm at a loss fer werds.  all i can say is i love you.  No words can express what i feel for you,  Love ain't enough, but i say it anyways.  i gotta end it here.  Happy Birthday Michelle Grace Baptista Bordonada (Ortiz).  I Love You.

-nick 

DEC 26, 2004 - Bitter sweet

this day may be my girl's birthday, but it's still one year since Sisco.  I don't know what to say about last year.  it seemed to go by so fast, and when it happened it seemed like time just stopped.  everything is a blur as of now.  Sisco we miss you, though it don't seem like it.  u'll be in our prayers.  everyone goin to church remember to light a candle.

R.I.P.

Sisco Sioco (Three of Hearts)

i love chelle & chelle loves me

March 11, 2004

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chelle says :

i love you, Mi AMOR!